A bit about my Gender and how it has affected my life.

I would like to tell you a bit about my gender and how it has affected my life.   My gender is intersex-genderqueer-male. I always felt odd but did not know I was intersex my parents knew and kept it hidden from me hoping I would just pass as male, normal. I am not totally, normal. And they always treated me as if I was wrong, something not right. I just never knew why other than being told over and over that I was too dramatic and needed to just act normal, in other words act, not be me. I had friend who thought I was gay or something, well it was the or something, in my case, as I am not homosexual but a gynosexual is attracted to women, though as my gender involved intersex I don’t really apply to the term heterosexual. I was told over an over I like to many girly things or things others assess as gay. I was not sure what was “wrong” with me as I was not gay or trans but something felt vary different and gave up trying to understand and just tried hard to be only male acting but always was a little different, eventually just accepting that I would never understand and just had to be me. I first actually found out I was intersex after going the the Dr. He checked my testosterone at around 23 years old telling me I had less testosterone than most women, and how did I not already know I was intersex. I was outraged at first as I was not ready...